[Rebirth] Xueba quickly help

Chapter 1 01. It's over

Du Ziteng's primary school dream was to be a three-good student. After graduation, he would become a people's policeman who specializes in arresting drug addicts and dealing with explosive traps. It is dangerous and just.

But now, he seems to be getting further and further away from his dream.

At the age of 16, Du Ziteng learned to smoke; at the age of 17, he learned to fight; A group of people beat Du Ziteng with a broken rib and all his front teeth fell out.

But no one was killed.Du Ziteng was thrown to the corner of the wall. He shrank into a ball in pain, his mouth was covered with blood, and the guy who could be called a man fell silently with tears.

"If my life was a game, I would definitely delete the file and start over without hesitation. 』

This sentence was said by a junior high school classmate, and he remembered it until now.Du Ziteng felt that this sentence was just right to describe him, and he felt that he was too useless.

Du Ziteng didn't want to be a bad student, he wanted to be a good student.Look at his classmates, some have passed the 985 exam, some have passed the 211 test; Worse than a dog.

Recalling the original purpose of choosing to degenerate, it was actually just because I wanted to take revenge on a person.

His father.

He hated him, but dared not resist.He had no choice but to complete his revenge on him in a disgusting form.

Speaking of this period of history, it is also bleak.Although there are always people worse than himself in this world, in the environment at that time, it was difficult to find someone worse than Du Ziteng.

His parents divorced when he was six years old, and the man fought for the custody of his son. Since then, he has maliciously instilled in Du Ziteng how bad women are, and how disgusting and despicable his mother is. Sometimes, a man must scold to calm down.

Du Lixiang is such a petty and selfish man.But he was Du Ziteng's biological father after all, and Du Ziteng had to bear it.

However, in less than a year, this man became more and more serious.He saw that the method of smearing Du Ziteng's mother could not completely sever the intimate relationship between the child and the woman, so he no longer tried to scold his mother in any way. I found you secretly meeting that woman, see if I don't break your leg!"

How can such verbal venting stop the bond between the child and the mother?Du Ziteng ran to meet his mother the day after Du Lixiang spoke.The child looked at the woman with a sallow and thin face but forced a smile in front of him. When he left, he still gave the child some snacks, pretending to be disgusted and drove Du Ziteng away: "Hurry up, hurry up, what will you do if your father finds out!"

With such a mother, how could he believe the foul language that his father uttered?Du Lixiang just simply hates his mother, Du Ziteng thought angrily, he wants to convince his father that his mother is so good, and why do you want to separate?

The courage is fatter, and the action is also big.After returning home, unexpectedly, Du Ziteng lost all his courage when he saw Du Lixiang's expression, and when he heard the man's sneer, his face turned pale with fright.

From the man's expression, the child keenly noticed that "break your leg" was not a joke.

Du Lixiang just snorted coldly, picked up the broom and whipped it on Du Ziteng's buttocks. Du Ziteng didn't dare to scream, and was pulled out of the door two or three times by the men.Before he could react, the door in front of him slammed shut, and Du Lixiang's angry voice came from the door: "Either stay at the door overnight, or go back to that woman! It's summer now, You won't die if you sleep at the door overnight!"

Father gave a multiple choice question.A multiple-choice question that almost all parents ask. "Do you like your father or your mother?" Du Ziteng often sees children struggling with this question, and he is not the same now.The only difference is that if you choose one of them, you may really have to say goodbye to the other.

Du Ziteng was afraid, in various senses.He was afraid that he would never see his father again, and he was also afraid of losing his mother.He also heard the threat in his father's tone, he was afraid, he was very afraid.

The man opened the door at dawn the next day, and smiled when he saw Du Ziteng sleeping in a heap at the stairs.

"Since you didn't find that woman, does it mean that you choose to never see her again?"

Du Ziteng, who had slept lightly all night, immediately opened his eyes when he heard the sound, and nodded slightly, his eye circles were a little red.

The second time, Du Ziteng couldn't help but ran to see his mother, and when he came back, the man slapped his ears twice, causing ringing in his ears, and he couldn't hear clearly for a while;

The third time, Du Ziteng went to see his mother secretly, and when he came back, the man drew six bruises on his back, which were burning hot when touched, and it took a month to heal;

The fourth time, Du Ziteng went to see his mother again, and when he came back, he was beaten by a man with a chair. Half a month later, he went to the hospital for an examination and found that the radius bone of his forearm was broken. .

After that, Du Ziteng, who knew the pain, never dared to go to see his mother again.He lived with the stepmother whom the man married.

When I was 16, my grandfather died.Du Ziteng saw Du Lixiang crying, and suddenly thought of his mother.But he didn't dare to see her anymore, and he didn't dare to ask any news about the woman, probably even if the woman died, he wouldn't know, let alone standing in front of the dead body of a relative like Du Lixiang and crying bitterly.Thinking of this, Du Zi suddenly felt more hatred, he wanted to take revenge on Du Lixiang.

When Du Ziteng received the news of his mother's death from cancer, his mind was instantly numb.The teenager desperately went to inquire about his mother, and learned that his mother had cancer a year ago, and was kicked out a month ago because she had no money to continue paying for the hospital. After several weeks of lingering, she passed away last week. up.After she died, because she had no money to pay for the cremation fee or to buy a cemetery, now the body was unknown, and Du Ziteng couldn't find it no matter how hard she tried.

When Du Ziteng heard the news, he didn't even show any expression.But when he got home and saw Du Lixiang and his stepmother, he suddenly recalled it.Thinking about it carefully, it was about a year ago that Du Lixiang never mentioned Du Ziteng's mother; about a week ago, Du Lixiang laughed more than ten times more often, and the women who followed him also became arrogant, and discussed them in front of Du Ziteng Should there be a child.

How could Du Lixiang not know?How could he not know?Du Lixiang is the first to know about any misfortunes related to his mother!

All kinds of anomalies were connected together, whether angry or sad, tears flowed down all at once.Du Ziteng wanted to take revenge on his father, but he didn't want to kill him or send him to prison, he just wanted to see his father regret and upset, so Du Ziteng started to learn bad, just like he tried hard to become a good student at the beginning learning bad.

Later, Du Ziteng realized that this method was really stupid.Does that man care about him?Does the man care about him?Does that man baby him?The answer is no. Du Lixiang simply raised Du Ziteng as the son of an enemy. Now that the enemy is gone, what does Du Ziteng become?

Du Ziteng shrank into a ball, feeling the pain, it really hurts.It hurts when the skin is cut, it hurts when it bleeds, it hurts when the bone is broken, and the head hurts even more.

He is a hopeless idiot, why would he take revenge on Du Lixiang by learning to be bad?Men don't feel anything at all.Du Ziteng should study harder, he should become a policeman with a sense of justice as he dreamed of when he was young, and become a successful person who is noticed by the society, and then completely sever the relationship with Du Lixiang. Isn't it better to make that man regret it in this way? Does it make sense?

Sorry, really sorry.He chose the wrong path from the very beginning, deviated from the correct track, and could only stay in a dark corner like a scum, the blood flowed quietly, the pain slowly eroded his nerves, and he gradually lost his feeling.

Memories flashed in Du Ziteng's mind like a revolving lantern.He suddenly realized that it turned out that he should hate himself the most.If it wasn't for his cowardice all along, if he had resisted from the very first prohibition, would everything still be the way it is now?It was his own choice to surrender, he didn't have the guts to leave Du Lixiang.

The boy slowly closed his eyes.The second half of the sentence that I have been unable to recall was suddenly picked up by memory.

"If my life was a game, I would definitely delete the file and start over without hesitation. 』

It was only then that Du Ziteng remembered that there was a later text in this sentence:

"But it's not.We can't do it all over again.On the contrary, we still have a lot of time in the future. Isn't so much time for us to make up for our previous mistakes? 』

The young man let out a breath slowly.That's right, he is only eighteen now, and there will be plenty of time later, so it's not too late.

Thinking of this, Du Ziteng opened his eyes, stood up with his elbows propped up, but suddenly realized something was wrong: the body no longer hurts?

At first he thought it was pain and numbness, but he soon realized it wasn't.Not only did all the pain in his body disappear, but even the pieces of blood disappeared.Du Ziteng looked at his hand in disbelief. The fingerprints on the palm were clear, the nails were neatly trimmed, there was no blood or mud, and the thick calluses between his fingers disappeared.

Looking up, the place has also changed.Not a dark and damp corner, but a sunny balcony.Du Ziteng looked blankly at the familiar room in his memory, and his distracted eyes accidentally glanced at the calendar on the wall - he remembered that the calendar was no longer hung three years ago.

The big "August [-]th" was written on the calendar. Du Ziteng looked at the last year as if asking for help, and found that it was [-], [-].

What's happening?

In [-], Du Ziteng was promoted from elementary school to junior high school.

He took a confident look at his attire, still unwilling to believe it, and hurriedly looked for the mirror again.Over the years, the furniture at home has been turned around countless times, and the furnishings here are indeed a bit of the old style. Du Ziteng walked around the entire room before finding a small mirror.

immature face.Cherry red lips, small nose, white teeth.A nostalgic appearance.

Du Ziteng got into a fight when he was 15 years old, and his nose was crooked.Maybe it's not completely straightened, anyway, since then he has grown more and more crooked, completely lost the handsomeness before, and became a nasty ruffian that people can hate at a glance.Seeing his previous appearance now again, Du Ziteng felt a little bit more emotional, and a little bit at a loss.

Why did he come to the home seven years ago, and it became the same as seven years ago?

This dream was for him to correct...?

The author has something to say:

Xinkeng, Xinkeng, Xinkeng~ The main line is the daily life of the student party~ There seems to be very few articles of this type on Jinjiang, and I am already mentally prepared to hit the street and cover my face.But exams and study and so on, I always feel that it is still full of sporadic fun, plus I just finished reading "The Boy of False Words" by Mr. Jingji recently... I really read this book with a pious heart. Books, but what's going on!Why do you feel that getting more and more basic is enough! !

Then, I guess someone will complain about the protagonist's name... Well, you may not be able to see it from the text, but you should understand it as long as you read his name...

Do not ask me why!I don't know either!But the name is really inexplicable!Well, it's decided that you have a stomachache!