life partner

Chapter 4 Ashamed

Clouds are like cotton candy, milky white.

His head was dizzy, Xu Cheng leaned on his mother's arms, squinted his eyes, and looked up at the sky, his wrist didn't hurt much anymore, but his right hand was numb and numb, he didn't feel heavy, he suddenly felt very cold , I felt so uncomfortable that I was going to die, I was dizzy, the world in my eyes was shaking again and again, and it was about to collapse.

"Why did Chengcheng self-mutilate? If you still want to ask me what I am doing, you can ask your mother to see what kind of mean things she said. I was wondering why Chengcheng didn't catch her eye." , to provoke the relationship between the two brothers openly and secretly... Even if Chengcheng has influence on Xu Jing, it's not up to this old woman to take care of her, those are my children, they are brothers!"

Outside the ward, Li Huiyao had a stern face. She had tried her best to suppress her voice, but she still couldn't restrain her anger welling up as she spoke.

Xu Yingren was also embarrassed and helpless. After he knew the whole story of this incident, he was also annoyed by the fucking meddlesome gossip. He softly comforted Li Huiyao, and just touched his wife's shoulder, but was pushed away by his wife. Xu Yingren was startled, at this moment Li Huiyao raised her head, the corners of her eyes were red, obviously she was crying.

"You tell your mother to go back, don't come to our house, I will take care of my two children by myself, Xu Jing has already denied his brother, maybe he will say something outrageous in the future."

With deep brotherhood, Xu Yingren always felt that there would be no quarrel between the two brothers, but now listening to his wife's words, the current situation seems to be not as simple as he thought.

Ever since Xu Jing was slapped by his mother, he has been huddled in grandma's room and refused to come out. This day is also the same. He slept in the room for a whole day. When he was hungry and went out to find something to eat, Only to find that there was no one at home.

After all, Xu Jing was still young, and when he saw no one at home, he panicked. He went around the house, and finally ran into Xu Cheng's small room, and was startled when he entered.

Xu Jing stared wide-eyed at the red blood dripping on the ground. He was really frightened, and his heart immediately panicked. "Mom, Dad", only his voice was heard in the empty house, he choked his throat, and called "Brother", but still no one responded, Xu Jing squatted down in despair, buried her head in her arm In the corner, he finally burst into tears.

In the hospital, after Xu Cheng finished bandaging the wound, took some medicine, and fell into a deep sleep on the hospital bed, Li Huiyao was relieved, but then she remembered that Xu Jing was left alone at home.

When she thought of Xu Jing, she felt suffocated and couldn't express it, but this anger made her naturally unable to treat this little son as well as she treated Xu Cheng. She also knew that she was biased, but she just didn't The method is that the relationship between Xu Jing and her was not close at first, but this time it was better, and after the fight, they became even more alienated.

What Li Huiyao was thinking about was still her eldest son, and she asked her husband to take care of Xu Jing when she went home. Xu Yingren knew that Li Huiyao was uncomfortable, so she let her do it, but he couldn't help nagging.

"Xu Jing will come over later, talk to him, don't get angry with a child."

"understood."

Li Huiyao turned her head and waved her hand, signaling him to leave quickly.

After Xu Yingren returned home, he found Xu Jing huddled into a ball in Xu Cheng's room. As soon as Xu Jing saw his father, he immediately rushed over. He buried his face in Xu Yingren's arms, his throat full of grievances. "Father, where have you been? Brother, where is he? What happened to the blood on the ground?"

Xu Jing is a little smarter than other children. He knew that he said something that hurt Xu Cheng, and he felt guilty, and when he saw the blood all over the place, he became anxious.

Xu Yingren touched the back of Xu Jing's head, "Your brother is in the hospital." Xu Jing was shocked, and when he looked up, he saw a bitter smile on his father's lips, "Let's go to the hospital first, and when we get there, you first apologize to your mother." , When your brother wakes up, you can apologize to him."

Xu Jing nodded, lowered his eyes, and unconsciously rolled his fingers around the hem of his clothes, "Dad, I was wrong..."

Xu Yingren sighed, but didn't say a single serious word.

In fact, he prefers Xu Cheng more than Li Huiyao. As a father, Xu Yingren prefers Xu Jing, who has been naughty and lively since he was a child. Xu Yingren always thinks that boys should be naughty and domineering. Xu Jing fits his point of view. Naturally, he loves him He has more.

After driving to the hospital, Xu Jing looked at the figure outside, pursed her lips, her small face was serious and tense, Xu Yingren glanced at him, and felt that the window was opened a small crack, and the cold wind blew in, blowing Xu Yingren away. The little bangs on Jing's forehead were blown wildly, and her fair cheeks were flushed. Xu Jing breathed a sigh of relief and looked at the mist on the windowpane without saying a word.

When he arrived at the hospital, Xu Jing's face was already chilled by the cold wind. He followed his father and came to his brother Xu Cheng's ward, but as soon as he entered, he heard Li Huiyao and Grandma Xu arguing.

There was quite a commotion, Grandma Xu was saying something with a red face, the old man was a little slurred, Li Huiyao didn't care what she was saying, what should be scolded or what should be said was what she said, the two were arguing in the ward , People in a ward surrounded them and looked at them as if they were watching a joke.

But fortunately, Xu Cheng was taken out by the nurse for a physical examination, and he was not here.

When Xu Jing came, Grandma Xu immediately pulled Xu Jing over, and Li Huiyao gave her a look, "Xu Jing, come here."

At this time, Xu Jing didn't dare to make his mother angry anymore, and he walked towards Li Huiyao almost without hesitation. Standing where he was in embarrassment, his eyes immediately turned red.

"I'm old, I'm useless, you all despise me, don't take me seriously, my son married a daughter-in-law, it doesn't count if I gave birth to a fool, and you want to drive me away, even The only grandchildren will not kiss me."

Grandma Xu was crying and shouting, but Li Huiyao couldn't stand it anymore, she frowned, and shouted at Xu Yingren who was standing at the door: "Hurry up and take your mother away."

Li Huiyao looked at Grandma Xu who was in tears and snot, and said, "It's so bad."

In fact, Li Huiyao is also a good-tempered person. As long as she doesn't touch her bottom line, she usually doesn't get angry, but Grandma Xu is an old man who doesn't look at her face. She was panicked, she was superstitious, and thought that Xu Cheng was a ghost, but then she talked to those aunts who loved to chew their ears, and some people said that Xu Cheng was mentally ill and was going to be locked up. , He will pick up the scissors, and then he will hurt others.

Grandma Xu felt a lump in her heart when she heard this. When she told Li Huiyao about it, she meant to send Xu Cheng away. I understand what's going on in this old woman's mind.

She was already bored in her heart, so she couldn't help talking and rushed over. Grandma Xu was choked and unable to speak, the fire in her heart suddenly surged up, and she naturally quarreled with Li Huiyao.

After this quarrel, Li Huiyao completely broke up with Grandma Xu. Originally, Grandma Xu had always lived in her hometown in the countryside. When she came to her, she just felt that it was inconvenient for her to take care of two children. Unexpectedly, it turned into the current situation. Xu Yingren was sandwiched between his wife and mother, and he was not a human being. He was like a pie, if he squeezed any further, he would explode.

When Xu Cheng came back, the ward was already quiet. Grandma Xu was taken out by Xu Yingren, leaving behind Li Huiyao and Xu Jing.

As soon as Xu Cheng saw Xu Jing, his eyes lit up. He just wanted to open his mouth to shout, but he didn't know what he thought of, so he paused and didn't make a sound.But Xu Jing saw him and called "Brother". Li Huiyao sat on the side and asked Xu Cheng to come over quickly. She took Xu Cheng's uninjured hand, told him to go to the bed, and took off his hand again. Outer trousers, covered with a quilt.

As soon as Xu Cheng came in, Xu Jing saw his gauze-wrapped wrist. The gauze was so pale and frightening. Xu Cheng's expression was gloomy and fragile.

He walked up to Xu Cheng, lowered his head, his face was a little red, it was blown by the wind, and before it dissipated, he stared at Xu Cheng's wrist, and suddenly couldn't stop crying.

Tears flowed down from his eyes like heavy rain. Xu Jing didn't cry very often. He seldom cried when he was a baby. Now that he grew up, he didn't cry anymore. So when he cried at this time, it scared Xu Cheng jumped.

Xu Cheng's face turned red, and he was a little panicked. He patted Xu Jing's shoulder with his good hand, "Don't cry...brother, don't cry."

But Xu Jing continued to cry as if she couldn't hear it.

Li Huiyao was sitting next to her, and pulled Xu Cheng's hand away, "Let your brother cry, this incident is all because of him, if he cries, it means he knows his mistake and he is ashamed."

Xu Jing lowered his head, he didn't dare to look at Xu Cheng, the guilt in his heart made him unable to breathe, he knew that he had done something wrong, he shouldn't take his anger on his brother just because of other people's few words, he felt that he was dead stupid pig.