69novels Chapter 123 I only wanted to be your friend, not your father.
Chapter 123 I only wanted to be your friend, not your father.
Chapter 123 I only wanted to be your friend, not your father.
To be honest, Chu Zihang felt indebted to Lu Mingfei.
This is a very subtle emotion.
It's hard to explain; it's neither noisy nor sharp, it just stays there, and even if it doesn't do anything, it's still annoying.
Some people can't tolerate a grain of sand in their eyes, while others can coexist with it.
Chu Zihang has a hard time coexisting with sand.
That's right. When children are very young, they always think that their parents are omnipotent.
From a psychological perspective, there are two reasons for this.
On the one hand, children are in the process of cognitive development and have very little knowledge of the world.
Therefore, it is easy to mistakenly attribute parents who can solve problems in ways they cannot understand to their omnipotence.
On the one hand, there is the issue of emotions; parents are a child's emotional projection and a safe haven.
They need someone who makes them feel safe and secure enough to let them explore the world without any worries.
In Chu Zihang's life, his biological father was absent in this regard.
Although his mother, even as a beautiful but somewhat dim-witted woman, could take good care of him, it couldn't make up for his father's absence in life.
For example, that very stable, inexplicable sense of reliance that makes you feel safe and secure just by thinking about this person; without it, you would hardly have any confidence.
Especially when Su Xiaoyan jokingly said to the still young Chu Zihang, "You have to grow up quickly, so you can protect your mother."
Chu Zihang, who was still a child, suddenly realized what kind of responsibility he had on his shoulders.
He wants to protect his mother; he wants to grow up quickly.
So he made himself grow up quickly, to be strong and cool, and to take as much glory as possible from his identity as a son and a student.
He wanted to use these things to build a Chu Zihang who was perfect enough to protect his mother and to support himself without caring about his father's absence.
Because Chu Tianjiao failed to do so.
He didn't like the other person back then, so he wanted to do the opposite.
If the other party is incompetent, useless, and unambitious, leading to family breakdown, then he will excel in everything, become number one, be as ambitious as he can be, and never abandon others.
Until that night, they went onto that overpass they shouldn't have gone onto.
The man proved something to Chu Zihang, even though the price was his life.
He may not be omnipotent, but he has done everything in his power to help you.
Chu Zihang had always thought so since that day.
Regardless of whether the facts are true or not, the good impression was enough for Chu Zihang to silently complete the character of his ideal father in his heart.
Until that day, his gossip led to Lu Mingfei's words, which pierced the image of his ideal father in his heart.
If he weren't as rational as he is now and were more extreme, he thinks that someone like Caesar would probably have to fight Lu Mingfei.
But he didn't. He reflected seriously and realized that Lu Mingfei was right.
But that's his downside. Since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety have been difficult to reconcile. Reason tells you what is right, but things are not so easy to isolate and separate.
So he harbored resentment towards Lu Mingfei, but as a good senior who loved to take care of others, he couldn't bear to leave Lu Mingfei and cooked for him.
It's just a complicated situation.
He only accepted everything when he was on his deathbed.
He reconciled with the shadow Chu Tianjiao had left in his heart, and apologized to Lu Mingfei for his despicable thoughts of resenting the other party in his heart because his illusions had been shattered.
Yes, that's the kind of person he is. Even though he was actually very good to Lu Mingfei, the resentment he harbored in his heart made him feel guilty.
But the next second, Lu Mingfei walked over with his sword in hand, gently telling him it wasn't his fault, and caught Odin's fatal attack with his hands behind his back.
He even killed Odin in a single move.
The other party was powerful and confident, and accepted his apology in a joking tone, telling him that it was not Chu Zihang's fault, but the fault of this chaotic world.
Then, with a wave of his hand, he broke through the encirclement and dragged the boy who had been trapped on the overpass for three whole years in the rainy night into the dawn.
He flew through the world for more than three years like a kite that had lost its string.
Then, on this day, just as the kite, having lost its string, was about to fall, a hand tore open the thick barrier known as Nibelungen and reconnected the string.
He once again had someone who made him feel at ease just by knowing that this person was standing behind him.
...just like he imagined his father should be.
But this is awkward.
To be honest, it's even more embarrassing than telling the girl sitting next to you that I've always had unrealistic fantasies about you.
After all, he was his father's fantasy, and the fantasy was about the junior schoolmate who lived next door. It felt better to let him have a fantasy about Lu Mingfei. Being seen as gay was better than being seen as a pervert.
Because of this, he has never spoken to Lu Mingfei.
After all, if the only purpose was to keep the fog a secret from the other party, there was no need to deliberately avoid seeing them.
Now, even some members of the Night Watch are saying that his relationship with Lu Mingfei broke down because of Susie.
And I don't know why Fingel didn't write a love triangle novel about it. Well, maybe he misjudged Fingel; the other guy was actually quite a gentleman.
"never mind."
After a fierce internal struggle, Chu Zihang replied to Lu Mingfei's post.
Murasame: "I'm really looking forward to it too."
Five words caused a huge uproar on the entire Night Watchers forum!
It seems the Night Watchers forum is destined to have a sleepless night tonight.
What else is there to say! This is the first epic battle between the Kassel Big Three since the day they were free!
It was even a peak battle between equally matched opponents!
Because they're competing on looks, not ability!
Of course, this is not meant to target anyone in particular.
After all, even if Chu Zihang and Caesar were tied together, they still couldn't beat Lu Mingfei, as had already been proven during the day of freedom.
Fingel, who had stirred up such a huge uproar, just chuckled maliciously.
Sure enough! After he persuaded Lu Mingfei to participate in the Academy Star competition, Caesar and Chu Zihang followed suit!
Of course, his meticulous intelligence operations played a part in this, but there's not much else to say!
That's incredible! This is top-tier news.
It might even be the first time in so many years that the top three spots are all taken by boys!
And it was Chu Zihang, Caesar, and Lu Mingfei—the three of them!
Fingel felt like he was making history! It was incredibly cool for a professional journalist like him!
Lu Mingfei's eyes looked somewhat strange.
After all, Fingel was smiling as if he had succeeded in his scheme.
Well, even though he was lying in a coffin, and even though the soundproofing was excellent, it didn't stop him from being able to hear things outside whenever he wanted.
Super hearing, kid.
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