[Comprehensive] Intermittent complacency

Chapter 115 Another Household: 1 Misty Rain

What is life?

There has never been such a thing as life in Jiang Xuezuo's writing. Only by surviving can one have a destiny.

He doesn't even have the qualifications to live, so why talk about fate?

But this was just what he thought, until one day he saw that man, what he had always thought and believed in was instantly shattered—his Jiang Xuezuo words were alive.

But, it's not complete.

"I am the half body of Lou Bei."

"I am the missing soul of Loubei."

"I offer my loyalty, so far, never leave."

I have never believed in a person so much. Even though I know that I am a part of him, Jiang Xue Zuowen still regards Lou Bei and himself as two different individuals, because they cling to each other and have traveled through many worlds .

From the day he was sent to Lou Bei, he only had eyes on the black-haired young man, and he was undoubtedly the person who stayed by his side for the longest time.

The man in Loubei, his master, was always cold at first, and he didn't care about anything. When there were many people, he would play with them, but when only he was left, Jiang Xue left the text to read. Get, he's not happy.

Jiang Xue is not a person who is good at talking, so she can only be silently by Lou Bei's side, looking at his increasingly indifferent side face, there is something unspeakable in her heart.

You see, I have not become a human being with feelings and life in the end. Even if it is a borrowed life, I want to feel it well and never regret it.

Later, Jiang Xue discovered that his master was slowly changing, developing towards a series of words that could be described as cheerful, humorous and sunny. He believed it and thought that Lou Bei had really figured it out.

How can there be so many troubles in the world?Jiang Xuezuo didn't believe that his master would be troubled by these things, so seeing his smiling face made him feel happy.

But later, he found out that he was wrong in his thinking, Loubei is still Loubei, it has never changed.

All emotions are pretended, all likes are fake, he will always hide these things in his heart.

"Why didn't you say it?" Jiang Xue was once very puzzled.

But his master smiled lazily. The smile was helpless and cold that he had never seen before, "Xiao Jiangxue, you don't understand. It's not like you say this, and others will understand. I never Who will understand without extravagant demands, and I don’t want that kind of care without technical content, so this is very good.”

"..." Jiang Xue still doesn't understand, in his world, liking is liking, disliking is disliking.

black and white.

So he will never understand that there is a thing called "grey area".

However, no matter what Jiang Xue left and Lou Bei said, after all, they are one in soul. No matter how Lou Bei hides it, his feelings will eventually be accurately conveyed to Jiang Xue.

That is to say, from that time on, Jiang Xuezuo's words finally understood, oh, it turns out that the master didn't have no feelings, but just hid them too deeply.His likes, his dislikes, his hopes, and his impatience are all deeply buried in his heart, unknown to others.

How to do it?It is becoming more and more inseparable.

From the moment Jiang Xue Zuowen knew that he was the missing soul of his master, he knew that he would eventually merge with him one day.

He knows that his master has been traveling through time and space since a long time ago, but every world he visits will not have a long life.

The reason is not because the master's soul is not complete, only when it is complete, his master will exist as a "person".

Therefore, Jiang Xuezuo made a decision, a correct and bold decision.

He wants to give his life to his master, but only by doing it himself.

Jiang Xue was very helpless, he knew that Lou Bei was very kind to him, let alone let him do it himself, he would be angry even if others touched him, how could he destroy himself?

The first time he wanted to do this was to leave Loubei, right?I asked myself this in my heart, but Jiang Xue was not sure if this would work.

But after all, give it a try, right?

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, he saw his master again, with a white hair.

Jiang Xue's face darkened. His master seemed very happy, and the smile he hadn't seen for a long time bloomed on his face again, as if... without him, the master could live well.

Suddenly, he realized that he would also be angry and jealous, so he became even more angry, obediently obeyed that order of Okada Shizo, and entangled his master's hands and feet.

Apparently feeling his uncertainty, Jiang Xue snickered in her heart, never thought that one day I would treat you like this.

However, Jiang Xue felt the tearing pain in the next second. He opened his eyes wide and looked at the man's cold eyebrows. What a terrible thing.

He found that he couldn't bear the master's eyes at all, as if looking at a piece of garbage.

Wronged, especially wronged.

Jiang Xue Zuowen doesn't like Okada Shizang, but since he decided to let the master kill him, then he can only do so.

But his heart felt like it was being torn apart, and it was painful, it was really strange, obviously he didn't even have a body.

Attached to the knife, standing in mid-air from a distance, watching that natural volume with super willpower and Okada Shizang fight, like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, even if his face is covered with blood, he has to stand up and continue.

Is this... the person the master is looking for?

Jiang Xue touched his sore chest with left words, he has already decided to die, so who should accompany the master on the next road?

He is obviously a man who is used to loneliness, but Jiang Xue can still feel the initial longing in Lou Bei's heart, which is simple but out of reach.

He just wanted someone to be around.

It's that simple, unbelievably simple, but no one can satisfy him.

He thought Jiang Xue would always be with him, but no.

Loubei looked at the raging fire, the flames were rushing upwards, the fire was very powerful, and it seemed that it would burn for a long time.

His eyes widened sharply, and he seemed to see a figure in the flames.

Jiang Xue... that name was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't pronounce it no matter what.

"Owner……"

Lou Bei looked at him silently, without saying a word.

The man with ice-blue hair smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry to see you in this way, but this is probably the only way to go."

Lou Bei was slightly taken aback, "Where's your body...?" His eyes shifted to the scrap iron beside him, and he stopped talking immediately.

Obviously, his original blade was gone, and the "Red Sakura" was also destroyed, and the person who destroyed it was himself.

Jiang Xue stood on the spot with soft eyes, "I am the half body of the master, and this will never change. I hope the soul of the master is complete. This is my mission of existence."

Varied……? !

He couldn't believe his ears. Indeed, Lou Bei always knew that his soul was incomplete, but given his brain, he wouldn't have thought that Jiang Xue existed!

This is ridiculous!

Seeing that Lou Bei was shaking his head all the time, Jiang Xue left his words to continue on his own, "I can't go on with the master, this subordinate violated the original oath, but this subordinate only hopes that the master will not blame the subordinate."

"Probably, this is the last time I stand in front of you."

"I'm your half body, this sentence is the truth, it's not an exaggeration at all."

"Sorry……"

Also, I really want to walk with you.

"……fraud……"

Immediately, I felt a buzzing sound coming from my ears, my mouth felt bitter, and my eyes were dark.

Standing in the same place in a daze, he saw countless strange things in the shape of rice cents getting into his body, he didn't stop him, because these were all Jiang Xue...

"In that case, I don't want you anymore."

There is no more pain in the chest, and the worst days are over.

Lou Bei looked at the empty front with a pale face, the roar of the spaceship cannon above his head, the roar of Sakata Gintoki and Katsura Kotaro not far away, and the sneer of Takasugi Shinsuke.

The sound of the air flowing, the sound of the wind blowing, the sound of the sun shining, everything was magnified tens of thousands of times, and the noise in his ears made him have a splitting headache.

“Takahashi North!!!!!!”

In the end, all that remained in his ears was Sakata Gintoki's hoarse shouts.

Then, there was nothing.

The sun rises as usual, but in this world, I am gone.

# # #

If you want to say what Sakata Gintoki regrets the most in his life, he can probably name three things.

The first was not saving up for a strawberry sundae.

The second is that he did not avenge Teacher Songyang.

Third, at the last moment, he didn't hold the hand of the man dubbed "the god" by the wig.

How could someone disappear in front of him so easily?

"Could it be possible to go to the Soul Realm?!" Sitting cross-legged on the sofa, Gintoki Sakata sullenly thought about it seriously.

Kagura walked past him slowly, "Yin-sang, is your brain being gnawed by Dingchun, Aru?"

This kind of thing is impossible...

But he really saw it!He also saw that man would breathe fire for no reason!Does he think he is a fire-breathing dragon? ?

He angrily dropped the "jump" in his hand, he would never admit that it was just his imagination!

"Hey, hey, wig, you are talking!"

"It's not a wig, it's Gui!" The long-haired man with a serious face raised a finger, "And I believe that the gods are the gods! If he disappears, he will return to the fairy world!"

"...Get lost! I don't believe it!"

When the roaring natural curls calmed down, Gui Xiaotaro said expressionlessly, "Gintoki, give up, you won't find him."

"..." Why didn't he know?

It's just that I'm not reconciled.

Hijikata Shirōro is living a very comfortable life recently, but that ghost prince Okita Sougo is still bothering him. Every time this happens, he will feel a sense of loss, because in the past, two people would jointly bully him of.

Pooh!He's not a masochist!

"Okita Sougo, you give me a little more!!!!" Avoiding the bombardment again, Hijikata Shishi gritted his teeth.

Why are Hijikata Suisan and Hijikata [-]th relatives? Damn it, I've never heard of it!

Moreover, I am the one who knows the most beautiful appearance of Edo, okay?I am much bigger than you!

People with no taste like you will not understand the deliciousness of mayonnaise!

He wanted to shout loudly to Gao Qiaobei, but that person was no longer there.

Lou Bei thought, what is the saddest thing in the world?

I love you but you don't love me?Accustomed but forced to separate?Or do you not know my mind?

In the end, he found, there was no answer at all.

Because you will never know what the saddest thing is. There are so many possibilities in the future, and there will always be things that you don't expect.

The saddest moment at this moment will never be the saddest moment in the next moment. It sounds like a philosophical question, but no one can answer it.

It's like, the crow has white wings, the sun rises in the west, and you love lemonade but ditch strawberry milk.

As if Ye Gong loves dragons, he pretends to be calm.

The end result is that there is nothing left.