[Comprehensive] calm me down

Chapter 28

Chapter 2

Human beings are human beings, with limitless potential and never-ending desires.When faced with difficulties, human beings often burst out with infinite potential to prove whether human beings are good enough to survive in nature; when faced with desires, human beings use never-ending expectations to prove that their desires will not decrease but only increase.If human obsession has been unable to be realized, human emotions will have longing, anger, loss, and pursuit, and if desire will tear a crack leading to success, the infinite potential of human beings will urge them to do whatever it takes. Execute to strive for success.This is human beings!

She floated behind her, always floated behind her.Following the girl named 'Bright' who has the same name as her, shuttled through the crowd, she could see that the black-haired and black-eyed Bright was different from her, she was rebellious, flamboyant, dark, reserved but also elegant, kind, Introverted, living in her own world with all her heart, isolating herself from the world, even if she is alive, she can still see the desire to die and destroy occasionally bursting out in her eyes.But she is like a mirror in front of her, except for the red eyes, she is like a collection of all her bad emotions.

Hypocrisy, bad, rebellious, good at disguising, dark, reserved... She floated behind her, seeing the black-haired and black-eyed beauty was like seeing another self, 'kill her', a certain desire in her heart was about to move, She wanted to pounce on her neck and destroy her hypocritical smile. As long as she died, everything would be over. There was a voice in her heart roaring, and that voice was called 'Desire'.

Mingmei follows the girl who has the same name as her, watching her live in a stable and ordinary world, watching her reject the outside world little by little, watching her become disgusted with communicating with her friends after many arguments , watching her become indifferent in the never-ending family quarrel, watching her... as the people who cared about her gradually left her side, she began to slowly close her own world.

Even if you close your eyes, you don't have to guess what will happen to Mingmei?That's what she knew, understood, and endured.Mingmei followed behind her almost mockingly, until the day when Mingmei graduated from junior high school and started high school, she became interested, saying, "It's about to start".

What she was waiting for finally came.

It was an ordinary day, an ordinary day for many people.But on that ordinary day, she met a very warm boy, a warm world that did not belong to her, they existed like the sun and the moon.When you were living in the dark, you met a very warm person who tore open the dark sky with a smile, and illuminated a beam of light in the boundless darkness you are in... How do you feel?

For Mingmei, that was the only warmth she encountered after going through the cold, she was like a person who has been drifting in the sea for a long time and encountered a piece of driftwood, even if the warmth would melt her - she went there desperately. Fall in love with him.If it's just like this, then it's not a campus romance novel about youth, secret love, and pain, or a campus fairy tale about a prince and Cinderella... If that's the case...

It is not terrible to meet hope in despair, what is terrible is that after giving you hope, it brings you despair, but the people who hope turns and walks away--bitter cold--

Even if the warmth disappears, the invisible and bright beauty that disappears as if it had never appeared has not become crazy. She is very calm. If she doesn't have the patience to be calm to the extreme, she is not the only one among human beings who can take advantage of human beings. The existence of itself has created another human genius!

[Bright diary:

Cloudy day on July [-]th

He is a gift from God to me, even if I lost it, I never resent him.Because he is an angel, and does not belong to the ordinary things in the world. If he lives warmly in the world, he will probably be disappointed in this indifferent and dirty world!The angel's departure is the best choice, if you can, please don't pass by the world.If you don't meet me anymore, you will regret and be sad, and at the same time, you will bless you from the bottom of your heart.

My existence is like a joke.It is redundant in the family and quiet in school.The age that should have bloomed gorgeously was strangled in the corner by unfairness, waiting to bloom alone.I will not escape, calmly and rationally calculating the purpose of my existence, even if you hate me in every way, so what?I still exist and live better.

I like it the most—you look at me as if you don't like it, but I can't help it!

My existence makes you miserable?Then I still exist in front of your eyes!

Brightness is not unloved!In the bright world, there is a bright lover.He has black hair, black eyes, a fair and delicate face, and a desolate demeanor...

He likes to shuttle through the sea of ​​people with a guitar on his back...

He walked alone on the brightly lit street with an indifferent expression...

Maybe many people praised him as a genius, maybe people only saw the honors he received...Only I know that he is mine.

Belongs to the bright lover!

His slender and perfect fingers playing beautiful music on the instrument will pass through my hair and hold it for me...

His seemingly indifferent eyes look at me gently...

His smile, his tenderness, his beauty, everything about him belongs only to me...

I like lying under the tree holding hands with him the most; I like the existence of hugging each other tightly with him... As long as there is him, it seems that even breathing becomes longer...

my sweetheart!Please sleep quietly in the castle!All the injustice and indifference in this world can be tolerated by me.

my sweetheart!Sleep sweetly in the castle!When you wake up I've already cleared away all filth and filth Only goodness.

Only Mingmei loves you the most in this world! 】

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In a dark room, the ticking clock is walking.

When the minute and second hands were pointing at the Arabic numeral twelve, a faint blue light gradually emerged on the floor of the room in the darkness.

"hapiness!"

"happiness!"

"gentle!"

"Lucky!"

"strength!"

"Pure!"

"good!"

"With a bright destiny, contribute half of my soul to create my lover! Never betray, never separate! Divide the soul!"

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The full version of Bright's explanation that has never appeared before can be regarded as a prequel.

Mingmei is not a character in any anime or film, she is a product of our three-dimensional real world.

Mingmei was born in a family that favors sons over daughters. As the first emotional product after her parents married on a blind date, as a woman, Mingmei's life is not as good as she imagined.Bright, who grew up under the emotional frost of her parents, is undoubtedly a sensitive and insecure personality.

Because she grew up in indifference and neglect, she had more time to imagine and enrich her dream world in fairy tales (to put it bluntly, it is the innocent imagination of children), just like when we were young, we thought that we were princesses. Prince like that.

Sensitive and intelligent Mingmei does not get warmth in the family, and does not feel sincerity in friendship.The appearance of her friend Yu Xiaojuan (the girl who appeared in Chapter 1) made her disappointed in friendship.For Mingmei who was in the rebellious period at that time, love without much experience was the salvation in her imagination.

At first, she was still looking forward to a prince or knight appearing like in a fairy tale, taking her away, and then living a happy life!However, the long wait makes people desperate, especially a girl like Mingmei who is not good at communication but has a bright mind and a sensitive imagination. She is more likely to despair and her personality changes drastically.Bright's withdrawn and indifferent is just her protective color, just like the boy she talked with in Chapter 1, she will not refuse her peaceful and friendly attitude.On the contrary, Mingmei has the lofty pride of a literati in her bones, and is the kind of person who is "you treat me better and I treat you twice as well".

When life is about to smooth her edges and she is slowly adapting and integrating into society, it's like God made a joke. She meets the warmth that she longs for most when she encounters despair, even if that person just passes her by. Even if the warmth that existed in her fantasy when she was desperate is only a short stay.His flashing belt completely broke Mingmei's life and prevented Mingmei from gradually integrating into the real society.It gave her a glimmer of hope when she wasn't fully human like everyone else.

Will I be able to fulfill my long-held desire to create the home of my dreams?Can I create a him that belongs to me according to my own ideas?This thought made Mingmei's heart skip a beat.And as the ordinary desires in the real society gradually become uncontrollable.

Just like what I said before, if you give a human being a glimmer of hope, he can seize that glimmer of hope to explode with infinite potential, and do whatever it takes to achieve his goal.What's more, Mingmei is a person who does not lack imagination, is calm, rational and a little bit smarter.Give her a little hope and she can use her advantage of being a little smarter than everyone else to expand her hope.

It turns out she succeeded, but also failed.

She successfully split her soul into two, and used half of her soul to create the lover of her dreams.But at the same time, she also failed. She was defeated because she was only a human being. Even if she used her soul to create human beings, she could be called a unique genius, but she was still a human being!Because they are humans, they don't have the power of gods.So she created him with only half soul, sleeping since the beginning of existence.And she herself needs to pay the price for violating the law, and half of her soul will make her gradually die.

Mingmei is not reconciled, because she and him are two souls divided into two, and when one soul disappears, the other soul will not live long.Unless the connection between them can be severed, but do you think it is possible?They each have half of their souls together to form a complete soul!So they connected with each other, tied each other, and achieved the bright hope that they would never leave or betray.

Bright disappearing is inevitable, but she is unwilling and has no choice. In this case, she can only think of another way, so she thought of 'split|split' to split her spirit into two to create another bright, so she has black hair and red eyes The brightness we are familiar with is born.Just like what the familiar Ming Mei said, "I exist only to protect him!" '.After the black-haired and red-eyed bright spirit gradually grows and has its own consciousness, the original brightness naturally disappears as nourishment and is replaced.

We also know that people's emotions are complex and diverse, and sometimes emotions are not controlled by ourselves.When Mingmei created Ye Liao, she chose seven emotions as the initial birth of Ye Liao, 'joy', 'happiness', 'tenderness', 'luck', 'strength', 'purity', and 'beautiful'!Now that half of her soul is divided and Ye Liao occupies the 'good' feelings, then Relatively Bright also loses the feelings she divided.These are just the personal soul assignments of Mingmei and Yeliao.

And the price of violating the rules will be calculated separately.As for the price?See if you can guess it.

Bright needs to feel, she and Ye Liao's soul figured it out, and the emotions she can feel when she is emotionally intense will be transmitted to Ye Liao through her soul.Therefore, she will not choose dark emotions such as 'sadness' and 'loss' to pass on to Ye Liao. She is looking for positive emotions and feelings such as happiness, joy, and satisfaction.What is the easiest to satisfy positive emotions?She didn't know either, so when she was in Net King World, she just chose to stay with people who could make her feel positive emotions, such as Fuji Yuta.

Later she met a girl - Bailijin, Bailijin opened the door to a new world for her to make | love, when making | love, people tend to be immersed in desires, and are easy to be satisfied, so... Mingmei' Awakened'.Opened the road of scumbags with no compromises...

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Regarding Mingmei, it is not an exaggeration. If she did not meet God's gift "angel", Mingmei would gradually become an ordinary girl.Mingmei’s previous experience is not exaggerated. Ah Chen has a friend whose experience is very similar to that of Mingmei, but the result is different.

So domestic violence is the worst!Patriarchal or patriarchal go to si!Sorry for getting a little excited!

The author has something to say: What if I say that the manuscript has not been saved?Pfft~ two chapters fully explained.The next chapter returns to the HP volume, good night!Shall we meet again tomorrow? O(∩_∩)O~