reborn lady run gl

Chapter 6

He Ran didn't answer her, just stood holding her arm.Lin Jin tried hard to see her face clearly, and wanted to know what kind of expression she had now, but the surroundings were pitch black, her eyes were swollen, and she couldn't see clearly, the world was dark, and her heart seemed to be crumbling.

The two stopped talking and walked upstairs in silence. Lin Jin took out the key and fumbled to open the door. The sound of the key head scratching randomly on the anti-theft door was extremely ear-piercing. Thin layer of sweat.

He Ran sighed, took the key from her hand, and touched the keyhole with his fingers.Lin Jin kept holding her arm and did not let go. The moment she opened the door, Lin Jin held her hand and opened the door together.

Lin Jin was slightly taller than He Ran, and now he hugged her from behind, his warm breath hit He Ran's hair, and He Ran suddenly remembered when they first met.

At that time, Lin Jin was optimistic and cheerful. She felt that as long as she stood beside her, she couldn't help but want to puff up her chest and raise her head. Her eyes were full of bright sunshine.

But after getting in touch with her for a long time, I found that she was not what I saw in my eyes. It seemed that all the tenderness and understanding were fake, and the only truth was the meeting at the train station. There was a look of bewilderment and sadness in his eyes.

"Why, do you love me?" Lin Jin asked abruptly.

He Ran's hand that was about to turn on the light paused.

Lin Jin turned her around and hugged her tightly. The two of them stuck together without any gaps. They could feel each other's heartbeat and breathing. He Ran suddenly felt a little out of breath.

He Ran pushed her away and looked straight into her eyes, "I am sincere to you. I have thought about our future, how we will live in the future, how to face those pressures and gazes, but what about you?"

"……I"

"You don't want to tell me anything, and you don't want me to bear anything with you. Does this count as your love for me?"

Lin Jin bit her lip, her eyes flustered, she let her go slowly: "It's not that I don't want to tell you..."

I just don't know how to speak, what kind of method should I use to let you see my fragmented past and not hate me.

He Ran stood on tiptoe and put his arms around her neck, and Lin Jin subconsciously wrapped his arms around her waist.

"Don't be afraid, I love you very much, we will always be together. But you can't hide everything from me, we have to trust each other, don't we?"

Lin Jin buried his head in the hollow of her shoulder, trying desperately to absorb the warmth from her body, the warmth of this person made her yearn for it.Ever since she met He Ran for the first time, she knew that they were not the same, but she couldn't stop herself from approaching He Ran.He Ran seems to be always innocent and kind. She can help a stranger and show a sincere and clean smile to everyone, but she is impossible.

Her world is full of culverts, filth, and mazes that cannot be escaped with twists and turns. She wants to find herself, and imagines that she has a dream worth pursuing like He Ran, and she has hope every day of her life.

If you stay with her all the time, will you really be able to become such a person one day?

Lin Jin's gaze was full of eager desire, as if he wanted to escape some kind of bondage, and he kept looking at He Ran.

He Ran shook her suspiciously: "Lin Jin, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Jin kissed her on the top of the head: "I will tell you everything you want to know, don't leave me."

……

Unbearable stroking, panting, sweating like rain, hazy figures overlapping in the dawn, no one knows who started it first.

……

Lin Jin was lying on the bed with He Ran half in his arms, stroking her smooth hair, the dim light of dawn illuminated their faces through the curtains, and Lin Jin told her in a gentle voice about the things that should have been taken care of. Things forgotten in the depths of memory.

He Ran listened very carefully, holding Lin Jin's waist all the time, silently expressing comfort.

Lin Jin has never completely exposed herself to others like now.She thought she would be very relaxed, after saying these words.But she didn't get any comfort in He Ran's sympathetic or even pity eyes. She tried to see any understanding from it, but she didn't. I know her confusion and hesitation.

Only when she said that she was still singing in the bar, He Ran lowered her head slightly, her eyelashes trembling, she was very beautiful and fragile.

"I don't care what you were like before, as long as you don't go to that place again, I don't want to see you like that last night..."

Lin Jin held her hand with a smile, and kissed the back of her hand: "With you, it won't happen."

Without you, I can live like a normal person.

Both of them were exhausted after tossing all night, Lin Jin sat on the edge of the bed and watched over He Ran until she fell asleep, but he didn't feel sleepy anymore.She secretly went to the balcony and lit a cigarette. It is better to tell He Ran about smoking later, maybe she will have quit by then.It's just that she can't do it now, she is very restless.

The phone rang suddenly, Lin Jin tiptoed and ran to the living room quickly, for fear of waking He Ran up.

"Hey……"

"Xiao Jin, how are you doing recently, are you okay at home?" It turned out to be Dad.

"Nothing..." Lin Jin said vaguely.

Both sides fell into an awkward silence. Lin Jin knew what she should say, but after so many years, she didn't know how to express it. She couldn't say a word about all her concerns and worries....

"Xiao Jin, my father and mother miss you very much. My mother tells me every day that our child, I haven't seen her for a long time..."

Lin Jin remained silent.

"But I can only tell her, wait a little longer, wait a little longer, didn't we agree to go to many places? But now we haven't even finished half of the trip, what should we do when we go back, Xiaojin can't Seeing those photos..."

Lin Jin raised his head, and there seemed to be a small lump in his throat, which he couldn't get up or down.

"She used to listen to me very much, but recently, she is always arguing for you, refusing to eat or sleep, yesterday she ran out secretly, I looked for her in the middle of the night and only saw her hiding under a rock Sitting in the back, crying all the time, crying all the time..."

"dad……"

"You talk to her, Dad really..."

Lin Jin heard the faint sobs, and the man tried his best not to let her hear it, but after all these years, she knew everything about him, his loneliness and longing for him.

"Did you hear that? Xiaojin, mom is talking to you. She misses you very much."

Lin Jin heard the wind singing softly in the microphone, and it rang softly in his ears, as if someone was really whispering something softly.

"I can hear you, Dad. Mom said she would accompany you all the time, all over China, all over the world."

"Really, that's good, that's good..."

This is the secret between them, every time she will answer him like this, and then he seems to really believe it, imagining that the person he loves is still by his side, they walked through the mountains and valleys together, he has been Every place in the world has the most authentic footprints and breath of that person.

The phone was hung up, and there was a beeping sound. Lin Jin stood barefoot holding the microphone, and didn't realize it until dawn.He Ran woke up and found that Lin Jin was not there, rubbed his eyes in a daze and went out to look for her, only to find that she was standing there in a daze, feeling indescribably miserable.

"Lin Jin?"

Lin Jin came back to his senses, saw He Ran, and smiled at her.

"It's nothing, my dad called me just now."

"I envy you so much. Uncles and aunts have such a good relationship, unlike my parents who always quarrel every day. They must also love you very much." He Ran stuck out his tongue, and Lin Jin couldn't help laughing.

In fact, He Ran is right, there will be no one who loves each other more than them in this world, but unfortunately, she will never want such a love in her life, she is just a coward, and has no courage to fulfill such a long-lasting promise.